Tuesday, December 18, 2012

The Journey

As I lay sleeping the other night, a most unusual, but interesting dream occurred.  I dreamed that I was in a foot race; a marathon with different checkpoints along the way. 

The course was challenging, with up and down hills in unfamiliar terrain.   Each runner had to find directional signs that pointed the way to the next checkpoint on the way to the finish line.  The signs were dusty, but the lettering and words were clear and concise if only the runners would open their eyes and take the time to read them.

Several of the competitors were having trouble, because they were looking in the wrong places for direction; many of them with heads down; not astute.  I was determined not to lose sight of the all-important signs that meant success or defeat depending upon one’s resolve to locate and read the words that were in clear view.

As for me, I was on course and my bearings true, because I knew the signs were placed there for my benefit.

When I was leaving the latest checkpoint, I looked up a steep embankment and saw a group of runners heading in the wrong direction.  I yelled at them and waived my hands above my head exclaiming, “This way; this way!  You’re going the wrong way!” to no avail. 

I then proceeded up the hill to the next checkpoint, which was in the opposite direction that the other runners were headed; a sign was there to point the way, but they were too busy visiting with each other and looking the wrong way to notice.

The climb was exhausting, but I continued on; determined to finish the course.  This checkpoint resembled a school setting.  When I entered the designated door I saw the proctor standing at the front of the room.  In my dream he was a substitute teacher; the fulltime, head instructor was not present. 

The master had put this person in charge, because he was a family member.  He had complete confidence that the substitute would provide the necessary information to all runners to help them finish the course.

Each checkpoint had specific things that all participants had to do before continuing the race.  I asked the one in charge what it was that he wanted me to do.  He said, “Write a story about your journey.”  I quickly responded, “The length or breadth of the course?”  He replied, “The breadth, whether it is narrow or wide.”

I peered around the room and saw several tables butted end to end that were covered with stacks of newspapers and literature of every kind.  I was able to find a couple of sheets having blank areas to write my story on before heading to the next checkpoint; always mindful of the other runners and how many were coming into the room, which were none.  “Where are they; lost?” I muttered to myself.

The first pen I found was empty of ink; as was the second and third.  This was an indication that there had been runners there before me.  Pressure was building, because of my inability to find something to write with; I kept searching. 

Under some literature there it was; another ink pen.  It was as if some entity had tried to hide it from me; but why?  I scribbled on my hand until the tip warmed up and the ink began to flow.

I titled my story, “The Journey.”  As I began to write, I remember asking God if He ever took vacations.  In my dream I heard Him respond with, “No.  I’m always helping people get out of trouble.”  I told Him that I was on a trip, but didn’t know which way to go; the narrow way or the broad way.

God answered, “Those that take the broad way are fooling themselves and lack wisdom.  Their judgment is impaired, because of disobedience.”  I waited for His comment regarding the narrow way when suddenly, without warning, an annoying little girl intentionally distracted my attention from writing the story and what God was saying.

She was impulsive, rude, and kept getting in my face; making a nuisance of herself.  I resisted her antics and moved to another table across the room; one that was higher above the floor than the rest.  I thought I would be out of her reach, but a short time later she continued with her tricks and naughty behavior.

She jumped atop the table next to the one I was at and began disturbing me again with her creepy conduct.  I looked at her eye to eye and threatened that I was going to tell her father if she didn’t stop what she was doing.  She quickly responded in a hateful voice, “Oh, in that case I’ll do what I want!”  She then kicked at me in total rebellion.  The dream was becoming more intense.

I realized in an instant that instead of threatening her, I should have taken action and involved her father immediately.  I thought, “Talk is cheap; action speaks louder than words.”  Her father would have taken care of the problem had I called him.  It was then I awoke.

I quickly got out of bed and hurried to my office at the front of the house and began to recall my dream and type the essence of its content before I forgot.  I then left the computer and began my morning shower; the dream still burning in my mind.  Clarity of the dream was revealed as I meditated upon each incident. 

Who was the little girl?  She was the devil.  Who was her dad?  He was God the Father.  Why wasn’t she afraid of Him?  She was, but I told her that I was going to tell her father, rather than calling him that moment.  I was trying to scar her away instead of making a quick call to him.  Prayer works when we take action and do it.

She was bluffing; acting tough just as Satan always does.  Her antagonistic, disobedient ways were like the roar of a lion with no teeth.  She knew the power that the father represented, which was full authority.  She knew her limitations in his presence; just like the devil knows his restrictions and boundaries, because God always has the final say.

(1 Peter 5:8), “Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil walks about like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.”

As far as the race…I believe it was the race that every person endures from birth to death.  Whether they finish the course depends on them.  It is not without ups and downs and challenges along the course.  Just as the directional signs in the dream pointed the way, finding direction to complete the race comes through reading the Bible.

I look around me and see many people heading in the wrong direction, because their heads are bent low under the burdens they carry; not able to see even when one is waving their hands and shouting at the top of their lungs, “This way; this way!  You’re going the wrong way!”

They are so hell-bent on pursuing their own agendas that the race becomes secondary and unimportant, which is the reason no one was entering the door at the one checkpoint.

The lack of writing material and pens represented a scripture in the Bible pertaining to the law of God.  No one should add to or subtract from God’s Word.  It will stand the test of time until all prophesies have come to pass, and heaven and earth are destroyed.

(Deuteronomy 4:2), “You shall not add to the word which I command you, nor take from it, that you may keep the commandments of the Lord your God which I command you.”

(Matthew 5:18), “For assuredly, I say to you, till heaven and earth pass away, one jot or one tittle will by no means pass from the law till all is fulfilled.”

My writing in the dream, “The Journey,” expresses the most important point of the dream.  The path we choose determines the final destination of our journey.

(Matthew 7:13-14) “Enter by the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it.”  vs.14 “Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it.”

As Christians, we endeavor to do our part to influence and persuade others regarding the things of God; to show them the way to Jesus who is the checkpoint of life.  God entrusts us to provide words of encouragement and support to others in the race.

The proctor in charge was a member of the family of God; speaking on behalf of the Lord our Master, because He commanded us to go into the world and preach the gospel.  The proctor could have been any born-again Believer filling the spot for God—His mouthpiece; His hand outstretched.

The specific things that had to be done at each checkpoint represented the Ten Commandments that Believers must learn and abide by, as they continue the race to the finish line.

The checkpoints represented church services where God-fearing pastors and the testimony of other Christians share God’s good news; giving insight of what is needed on the journey to heaven.

(Hebrews 10:23-25), “Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful.”  vs.24 “And let us consider one another in order to stir up love and good works,” vs.25 “not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as is the manner of some, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching.”

The directional signs represented Bibles that collect dust on the shelves of many homes, while the members of those homes look elsewhere for direction.  But the faithful followers of Christ read their Bibles; God’s Word, which is alive and sharper than any two-edged sword—spiritually discerned—the bread of life.

I believe that God was emphasizing, in the dream, the need to run the race with diligence; having a made up mind to follow the signs; that life is a race and those that pay attention to detail, while maintaining the wherewithal to remain attentive and aware of their surroundings, will finish the course if they stay strong and do not allow Satan to distract them from the finish line ahead.

(2 Timothy 4:7-8), “I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.”  vs.8 “Finally, there is laid up for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will give to me on that Day, and not to me only but also to all who have loved His appearing.”

Written by,
Papa Boyd

Monday, December 17, 2012

Does God Smile

In early childhood I wondered if God ever smiled, or was He all business; ready to strike down any person committing the least offense that He did not agree with.  I thought for every bad thing I did that a black check-mark was placed next to my name in heaven.  

This kind of thinking must have been associated with my earthly father.  He was a rigid authoritarian and disciplinarian that believed in using the belt when disobedience was an issue.  I believe that my perception of our Heavenly Father was skewed, because of the misconception that all wrongdoing deserved punishment.

As I grew older I discovered that God was compassionate and loving.  His kindness and long suffering taught me that obedience was better than sacrifice.  I learned, through experience, that the Bible was truth and superseded any false impression I had about God. 

I found by reading the Bible and going to church that God was kindhearted and affectionate; so much so that He gave His only Son to die on a cross for our sins, because of love.  He desired that every person have an abundant life through Jesus and not suffer the penalty for wrongdoing, which is sin.

Taking into account that God is Spirit and not human flesh of this world, I believe the results of God’s presence in a person’s life can bring forth a godly smile even in times of trouble.  The Bible says that the joy of the Lord is our strength. 

Though people, places, and things are frequently changing around us, seemingly to the negative end of the spectrum of good and evil, I believe a smile finds its way to a person’s face when they look to God as their source of joy. 

Happiness prevails when faith in God’s promises are acted upon through one’s thinking.  Is there any greater delight than this?  I think not.  Everyone desires happiness; looking in the right place brings it.

(Deuteronomy 31:8), “And the Lord, He is the One who goes before you.  He will be with you; He will not leave you nor forsake you; do not fear nor be dismayed.”
 
When I look into the face of small children, I see the purity of God’s smile as they express themselves.  When I see a smile on the face of my 93 year old mother-in-law, the richness and affluence of God’s smile shines through the wrinkles.  Her relationship with Him is that of trust.  She has found the joy of living through Jesus Christ and has retained her faith in God though heartache has stepped over the threshold of her life many times.  Even in the midst of sorrow and despair, she smiles and exclaims, “God is good!”  

When we pray the following scriptures, we too can maintain a smile through life when sadness knocks at our door.

(Psalm 51:9-12), “Hide Your face from my sins, and blot out all my iniquities.”  vs.10 “Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.”  vs.11 “Do not cast me away from Your presence, and do not take Your Holy Spirit from me.”  vs.12 “Restore to me the joy of Your salvation, and uphold me by Your generous Spirit.”

It is becoming harder and harder to see God’s smile on the faces of people when tragedies continue to be front page news, like the horrific atrocity that took place in Newtown, Connecticut.  20 children and six adults were brutally murdered by a homicidal maniac that went into an elementary school bent on mass murder and mayhem.  After killing 26 innocent souls, the gunman took his own life.

Where are the smiles on the faces of parents, grandparents, aunts and uncles of the deceased?  Because of one, selfish individual, the joy of many people turned to grief and painful misery in a moment of unrestrained behavior.  God did not smile that day.

The Holy Spirit grieves when mankind chooses to walk away from God’s love to pursue sin and be used of Satan to do barbaric things to children and other blameless people.  At these times we need someone to come along side us and speak peace to our hurting soul.  We have a High Priest, Jesus Christ, who sympathizes with our infirmities.  He speaks comfort in times of need through the Holy Spirit.

(Hebrews 4:15-16), “For we do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, but was in all points tempted as we are, yet without sin.”  vs.16 “Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need.”

It is certainly easier to write words on paper than to put into action what the Bible tells us to do in (1 Peter 5:7).  If we stand fast and hold onto God’s promises, the Spirit of God enables us to rise above any and all situations that come our way, but we must trust Him in every area of our life. 

When our worse nightmare is upon us and the confidence we hold to is shaken and tries to take flight, it is at this point where the rubber meets the road-of-hopelessness that God speaks peace when we seek His face.  The smile returns in time, because our Father in heaven heals broken hearts.

(1 Peter 5:7), “casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.”    

(Isaiah 50:2) “…Is My hand shortened at all that it cannot redeem?  Or have I no power to deliver?”

The answer to the above scripture is NO.  God’s hand is not too short to deliver our heart from misery and unhappiness.  Nothing is impossible for God.  Like my mother-in-law; we need to trust Him and not lean upon our own understanding concerning things that come our way.  He has everything in control.  Nothing takes God by surprise.

As long as we are in the world we are subject to the sin of others.  Whether it is home break-ins, assaults, or any other sinful act, God is still on the throne and His grace is sufficient for every situation that may come our way.  He is the “I Am”.  

Though sin entered into the world by one man’s disobedience, (Adam); it was because of another man’s death on the cross, (Jesus); that all humanity can come unto repentance.

(John 3:16), “For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.”

The devil is laughing at those in mourning and is delighted at the fear he has placed in the hearts of other moms and dads throughout the land, because of the killings in Newtown, Connecticut.  But God is still the God of smiles and peace.  In Him we can find solace.  The joy of His salvation can be ours for the asking.

The strength that is so desperately needed in difficult times is all encompassing around the joy of the Lord.  The joy of the Lord is our strength: (Nehemiah 8:10).

The depth of despair that the folks in Connecticut are experiencing is beyond my understanding and comprehension, but I must believe that God can someway make good out of this tragedy.  Though tears are forming in my eyes as I write, and my heart grieves for those having lost their loved ones, I pray that the Holy Spirit, the Comforter, speaks peace to every heart that needs comforting and that God’s smile will soon return.

Written by,
Papa Boyd