For years I wandered down a path of indecisiveness; having questions
about the unfairness that life presented.
It seemed that everything I tried ended in disappointment or
frustration, which created more questions regarding what was missing in my
immediate surroundings and deep within my inner consciousness.
Happiness was always slipping through my fingers like sand; never
sticking around to give me lasting solace and gratification. It was here one moment and then gone before I
knew what happened; producing loneliness, which was no stranger.
Experiences were okay in the moment, but the reality of a meaningful
encounter took flight faster than a frightened bird from its predator. The only difference between the bird and me
was its comfort zone in flight, opposed to the comfort level that was lacking
in my world of alarm when I allowed sin to infiltrate my life. Peace of mind diminished quickly.
Sin has its moments of pleasure, but like a person stranded in the
desert-of-life, one sip of water does not completely satisfy the thirst that is
manifested from the scorching, unbearable heat that the act of sinning
produces, whether with friends or solo encounters.
Though I was in the midst of several buddies at get-togethers, jamborees,
or beach parties, my world of loneliness was that of my own making; emotionally
bleak in a crowd, because of the warfare going on inside me. It was a spiritual battle between right and
wrong; good and evil.
The training I received in my youth from Christian parents conflicted
with the lifestyle that I was living as an adult. I knew the choices being made did not line up
with God’s expectations, yet I pursued my desires anyway.
I wanted to be happy, but was not willing to go the way of the cross to
find it. Satan’s counterfeit for
happiness quickly faded. That which I perceived would bring contentment, always failed to do so; nothing lasting.
Though I had money, a new car, and the freedom to do as I pleased, the
reality of Easy Street living was always reduced to Lonely Street drudgery each time the high
of the moment wore off. At the end of
the day I was left alone with only my conflicting thoughts to keep me company
and a desire for more ventures to try and satisfy my longings, which I hoped would soon
materialize.
I knew that God was peace and that through Him I could have fellowship with His family as a born-again Believer, but I spurned God’s love;
not wanting to compromise my standard of living to bow to His authority or give
Him power over me.
I wanted my way, not God’s way.
And so it went. My choices left
me thirsting for more, because I was headed down the path of least
resistance. Giving into temptations was
easier than taking a stand against them, which produced negative results the
more I refused God’s clemency.
After a long period of time running from God, I finally came to the
realization that sin did not pay. I
could not find contentment through my inadequate efforts. The ongoing rebellion against the principles
of God produced much loneliness. I was
falling deeper in debt, spiritually bankrupt, with no solution of how to break
the firm hold that sin had on me. I
needed a Savior to calm the angry waves in my life.
In desperation I prayed for help and asked God to forgive me of my
sins. A miracle took place on Lonely Street that
night. I was set free from the bondage
that sin had caused. I began to fly in a
safer, more favorable environment where peace and serenity abide. Like an eagle soaring high above the dangers
of congestion and woes that Lonely
Street presented, I experienced the New Birth
through Jesus Christ.
I drank of the living water that flows from God’s throne. It quenched my thirst as my parching tongue
tasted of its splendor and undeniable purity, which satisfies forever. No longer do I find myself wishing for more,
unsatisfying ventures, because God gave me His Son, Jesus, so that I may have
life, and have it more abundantly.
God is no respecter of person whatever your status in life may be. That which He did for me He will do for you
when you make up your mind to accept Him as Lord and Savior of your soul. He is standing at your heart’s door
knocking. All you need to do is turn the
knob and open the door; Jesus will come in.
It’s that simple.
(John 10:10), “The thief does not
come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that
they may have it more abundantly.”
(Jeremiah 29:11), “For I know the
thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of
evil, to give you a future and a hope.”
(Romans 12:2), “And do not be
conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that
you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.”
Written by,
Papa Boyd
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