I’ve often said, “If I had it to do over again”—words that echoed long before I became a Christian. I carried many regrets while heading down a one-way street away from heaven, almost as if I were driving the wrong way on New Beginnings Avenue.
During those years, I
searched—fiercely and tirelessly—for sanity, stability, and purpose. But no
matter how hard I tried, my efforts failed. Too often, I found only confusion,
regret, and discord.
At times I experienced
intrusive thoughts, a gnawing sense of remorse, because I refused to let Jesus
be my companion. I trusted only myself to chart the course of my life. I was
young, headstrong, and convinced I could steer my own path with no help from
anyone.
I was determined to be my
own chauffeur on the byways of life. But then, through divine circumstances,
Jesus got my attention and showed me a better way. I am grateful that at the
age of twenty-three, I committed my life to Him.
I don’t regret a single
mile traveled with Jesus. He is my Savior and my friend. I trust Him to lead me
into all truth, because He is the Way, the Truth, and the Life. Now, He is my
spiritual GPS—always guiding me in the right direction.
I am thankful I turned
around on New Beginnings Avenue and chose God’s path. Because of His saving
grace, I have a new lease on life. My relationship with Him is secure, and it
has become the steadfast hope I was so desperately seeking.
Since becoming a believer,
every day has become victorious with Jesus by my side. He has influenced every
area of my life, forgiven my sins, and made a positive difference.
Looking back, it saddens
me to think of the wasted years—nights filled with emptiness and mornings void
of hope. I would ask myself, “Is this all there is to life?” Perhaps you can
understand that feeling—a shallow, unsatisfying existence.
I couldn’t shake the
gnawing sense of unfulfilled longing. I tried to find joy in the wrong places,
chasing fleeting pleasures and shallow relationships. Nothing lasted.
Meaningful connection eluded me. Happiness felt just out of reach.
I was blinded by worldly
glitter and illusions. I craved something real—something lasting—but my efforts
always failed. True satisfaction stayed beyond my grasp because I was searching
in the wrong place.
Then I saw Christians.
Their words, their peace, their lives—there was something different about them.
They seemed content, whole, at rest. They had what I was searching for. But I
wasn’t ready to surrender my will.
I stayed outside looking
in. I missed the peace that seemed so natural to them, because I refused to
humble myself and reach for the very thing that could satisfy my soul.
Let me be honest: life
sucked without God. Every night I laid my head down with emptiness, and every
morning I woke with the same void. I was drowning in despair.
But then I saw the
light—the love of God through His Son, Jesus. When I opened my heart, the Holy
Spirit moved in. My sins were forgiven. I was set free. My soul shifted from
darkness to light.
You might ask why people
wait so long to call out to God when the world offers nothing but
disappointment, discouragement, and doubt.
The answer is simply this:
everyone has a choice—to choose right or wrong, to live for the world or to
live for God.
If a person rejects God’s
forgiveness and ignores His ways, the words “I LIVED A FOOLISH LIFE” could very
well become their epitaph. Many ask, “If there is a God, who needs Him?” But
consider this:
(Psalm 14:1), “The fool
has said in his heart, ‘There is no God.’ They have done abominable works;
there is none who does good.”
(Mark 8:36), “For what
will it profit a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own
soul?”
For anyone weary of a
meaningless, shallow existence—there is hope. A new lease on life is waiting.
Search no more in the
world’s empty promises for satisfaction. Release your old nature, call out for
God, and say: “I need Jesus.”
He will give you a new
nature, a Christ-filled heart, and a Christlike attitude.
(2 Corinthians
5:17), “If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have
passed away; behold, all things have become new.”
(Isaiah 40:31),“But those
who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings
like eagles.”
The Holy Bible shows us
how to step from the darkness of regret into the light of God’s grace. Through
Jesus—who died on a cross for our sins—we receive forgiveness and the freedom
to soar.
God has made it simple to
become His child. Simply ask for forgiveness, invite Jesus into your heart, and
turn away from sin. The Holy Spirit will empower you to overcome temptation.
We can say with
confidence, “I saw the light and received a new lease on life.”
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Written by,
Papa Boyd
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