Thursday, October 1, 2026

A Stranger in My Own Body

Before I experienced the new birth, after praying for God to forgive my sins, my body was aging before its time.  Allow me to explain.

Putting the wrong things into one’s body can cause negative reactions, just as sin can bring negative consequences to one’s soul.  Both can take a toll on a person’s mind, body, and spirit.  I believe our lifestyle can have a direct influence on our health.

A person who is allergic to tobacco smoke, yet continues to smoke, runs the risk of bringing negative consequences upon the body.  Someone who chooses to put their liver at risk through alcohol use is, in my opinion, choosing unwisely.  I am certainly not judging those who indulge.  I am a man who was headed down that same road when God spoke to my heart and asked, “Is it worth it?”

My dad was a slave to tobacco and alcohol before God delivered him from those habits that had him bound, as though he were in chains and couldn’t break free.  Sadly, I was heading down the same road he had traveled.

I can say that it was a wide road to the destruction of my body.

I usually use the illustration of the two roads to bring attention to the two roads regarding our souls.  One road, the narrow road, leads to everlasting life with God, while the wide road leads to destruction and eternal separation from Him.  But I don’t think I’ve ever written about the wide road leading to the destruction of the body through substance abuse.

I’ve heard the expression, “You are what you eat.”  But what about the things we take into our bodies that can harm us?  Couldn’t that also be a wide road to unnecessary suffering?  I believe it can.

I thank God often that He showed me a better way—the right way—to travel.

No longer do I have a chronic cough or have to worry about my liver.  I’m like a stranger in my own body.

My soul has put off the old man—the old way of living—and I now live in a healthier body with a new outlook on life.  I’m living life with gusto rather than depending on habits to get me through the challenges of each day.  My intake of those “get-me-byes” was unnecessary in the first place. 

I am a new creation.

“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things are passed away; behold, all things have become new.” — 2 Corinthians 5:17

The new birth is about bringing life to our minds, bodies, and spirits rather than allowing the darkness of destructive habits to destroy our bodies, relationships, and so much more.

Like my dad, God broke the bonds that had held me captive for so long.

I’ve been getting used to my new body ever since Jesus saved me.  No longer do I find it necessary to influence it with toxic things in an attempt to find some kind of lasting satisfaction.  Take it from someone who knows both sides of the story: the Lord satisfies me just fine.  I wouldn’t have it any other way.

I couldn’t ask for anything greater than being a child of Almighty God.  I want more of Him each day.

Scripture tells us, “Draw nigh to God, and He will draw nigh to you.” — James 4:8

The more of Him I receive, the less I am influenced by Satan’s temptations to ever return to the life that gave me nothing but grief.  The door to that horrific life is closed and locked.

Before I became a Christian, I asked my dad how he stopped smoking and drinking.  He exclaimed, “I put them down and never picked ‘em up again!”

The Holy spirit gave him the ability and power to overcome and resist temptation.  He had a made-up mind—a new mind and heart in Christ.

I’ve experienced that same power, and I thank God for it.

“I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” — Philippians 4:13

I’m loving being like a stranger in my own body now that God has set me free from the bondage of temptation.

Written by,

Papa Boyd